My wife and I were talking this morning about MKMMA, A Course in Miracles, Oneness, my Bible study group, her church and how these are all getting intertwined for us.
MKMMA with Haanel and the exercises have helped me see what had been missing in the past. With the changing of habits and concrete ways to grow, from the bottom- up, has allowed me to get to a different space- faster than just meditating. It has allowed for the chemical changes that I had been addicted to, to move to a higher desire. I use to love a melancholy feeling, bordering on depression, overcast days, sad music and just plain feeling sorry for myself. Sunshine was the feeling that turned me on. What was with that?
Back to our conversation this morning… My wife mentioned, as she has for the 22 years we have known each other, has had visions that would make most envious. At a very difficult time in her life, she asked for guidance and had a chalk board appear before her with all the wrongs she felt people had done to her over her life and then a voice spoke to her and said, “Clean Your Slate” and then a white light appeared from the side of the board and came across the board, whiting out all those misdeeds.
My wife’s father and mother passed away at a fairly early age. She was in her twenties at the time when they passed, had three small children and was in the process of a divorce. She asked for help and her father appeared to let her know that she was not alone. As a matter of fact, she has felt that he has been there throughout her life, whenever she has asked for help, help surely arrived.
She mentioned enjoying the groups I attend and is totally on board with what is being presented, however, her Home is the attending church and reading the Bible. I have known this, for the length of time we have been together. She gets what is totally needed there and with the prayers she says each day and some instances, most of the day, depending on what’s going on gets results.
One last quick “happening” of many that needs to be brought up here is my wife asked the question, “What do I need to know?” She was meditating at that time and an angel called Gabriel came over a hill and down by her and answered, “Love is the answer to everything.”
We know that LOVE is the answer. It is where I have been going when things need a new light thrown on them.
But, what really came out of our conversation this morning that was pointed out by my wife… unlike her… I don’t ask for help. She asked, knowing full well the answer to the question, “Have you ever asked for help?” So… an addition is to be added to my meditation, I ask for help.
To be continued…